In the quest to find you,
I have travelled far and wide,
And searched within,
Unpacking my doubts, facing my insecurities,
Have questioned myself again and
again,
Do I deserve you?
I was unsure of this intensity,
Was it love or mere infatuation?
I was unsure of this pain even,
Were these pangs of love?
Or mere chemical interplay of hormones?
Confident of my worth,
Reassured of my feelings,
I marched ahead with you as my
goal,
Could you not see?
That hidden love tucked in my
heart,
Gleaming transparently through my
eyes?
I feel tired now,
With no end in sight,
Weary of this journey,
I wonder,
Whether this is a road of
perdition,
Or road to self - discovery?
